I'm gonna delete this account. The reason: I'm tired of the name.

add helena-maria instead please. Bye

I'm awfully bad at being active here. I'm truly sorry about that, and I'll try to be better.

Anyway, it's a new year blablabla every day is the same shit as it was three weeks ago. Except that it was Christmas holidays three weeks ago and now school and all of its stressful things are back to torment me. At least something like that.

I haven't made any new years resolutions at all. Not even "I'll at least try to..". I think new year's eve is bullshit. Okay if you want to celebrate a new century or millenium, but not every single year.. I mean, we have changed year at the night between december 31st and januart 1st ever since the egyptian discovered that a year has 356 days. And that was some time ago.

Next new years I just wanna sit in my bed in comfortable clothes (no dresses or high heels or jewelry) and eat fast food and watch movies. Who wants to join?

(And about reading, unfortunatly I'm not that cultural volontary. It's for an assignement in my swedish course)

I'm like, not active at all. I'm sorry, forget about this place. I guess I'm gonna have a mass-upload soon, have a whole bunch of pictures.

But right now I'm kinda freaked out over school and stuff. We have like three tests (one huge) and one essay due to last week before christmas holidays, and after the holidays we have at least two book-reports, two essays and two or three oral presentations, all due to between week 2-4 (we start Thursday och Friday week 2)

I LOVE SCHOOL.

Gonna sleep now byebye.

I must admit that I'm not really in to dA yet.. But I've some pictures at least. But I'm not really social here. I guess I'll pop up in the forum some day soon. Try to make some kind of friends here.

Anyway, I've been in Paris for a few days, school trip. The weather was awful and the city beautiful. And my boyfriend left be, but surprisingly I feel kinda fine. But maybe it's just some game I play, pretending everthing's fine.

Gonna have dinner or something now. Bye

I'm not really home here yet, but I guess I will be some day. I just have to find a way to fit DA into the rest of the places where I show my pictures. (Currently; two. Haha) Anyways, I'm going to upload some more photos here, as soon as I know which ones I find good enough.

Gosh, I really suck at writing dairies, blogs, journals and stuff like that.